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Thursday, April 28, 2005

now playing:  40 hours  by Sarah Dougher


Thursday, February 10, 2005

I realize that this response is a little late, but I just read Cassie's post and I'm in the middle of planning out a big presentation on textbook censorship for my education class so I couldn't resist putting in my two cents.

I understand how silly it sounds to have Black History Month. To have one month out of the year dedicated to learning the history of one particular group seems unfair and over the top with policital correctness. However, when you look back at how little is taught in textbooks about black people's roles in the history of our country (I can think of maybe 10 black people that I've learned about in schools...all from about the same time period, and I know a couple of sentences of basic information about them), whereas the majority of the text describes the actions of white, middle class males. I understand that our country was founded by white males, but it has grown to incorporate many different groups of people(many of whom have at one point or another been oppressed and even killed by our founding fathers.) I am also aware that we are not the ones who did this oppressing, and for the majority, they are not the members of minorities today are not the ones being oppressed. However, it is just as important to learn the history of Asians, Latin Americans, Blacks, and any other group as it is the history of the Europeans. But, until textbooks have been changed to the point that students receive an adequate amount of education about the different groups that comprise the students in the public school systems, it is necessary to gain that knowledge through a different outlet.

The reason for refraining from a 'Jesus Month' is that many people are not Christians, and Christians are not a group of Americans who have experienced significant oppression throughout the history of the United States. Also, Christianity, like other religions, is a choice, unlike race, ethnicity, and gender.

It's not okay to call anyone by racial slurs, but unfortunately some people use those and other degrading references towards people of other races, religions, and genders anyway.

Affirmative Action has played a role in all of our lives. I don't deny feeling angry when people who made 11 points lower than me on the ACT and had lower GPA's got nearly the same academic scholarship I did, but I also realize that I would probably not be going to school if it weren't for Affirmative Action. It helped to pave the way for minorities and women to be allowed in various universities and institnutions (including the military.) If the selection of applicants into these institutions had not been mandated by laws, odds are most of them would still be primarily (if not exclusively) white males. Various studies have also shown that students receive a greater benefit from being in diverse environment. The discussions in those classes allow people to see things from different viewpoints and from people with unique experiences.

Saying that there is a Black History Month because 'they made a big deal about it until they got one' is an overtly racist comment and frankly I'm embarrassed that so many people I know agree so full-heartedly with it. I know this won't help me win any popularity contests, but this month is not in place because people complained. It was started by Dr. Carter G. Woodson, whose parents were former slaves. He ended up earning his Ph.D. From Harvard University and was disappointed to find a lack of information in his textbooks about black people, so he started an effort to educate people about the history of black people. Slavery is long gone but the negative impact and attitudes still remain and are deeply imbedded in our society and are reflected in our language, attitudes, institutions,and in the media. 

It is sad that there is a necessity for things like Affirmative Action and Black History Month, but until history books accurately represent the history of our country and acceptance into jobs, schools, and the military is unbiased it is necessary.



Saturday, January 29, 2005

One of the saddest songs I've ever heard...it makes a bigger impact when you actually hear the song, but the story is sad too:

Dirty Pennies- Erik Petersen


In a small town where all knew all,

wandered a peasant lady nobody knew.

But her only friend was a young boy,

brought her hot tea and leftover stew.

In those burning wintry decembers,

he'd pick dirty pennies up off the cold street,

and while his mother was out christmas shopping he'd say, “Come on in warm your feet...”


“...as long as you share with me stories.”

So she spoke, “I'm a product of war.

My mother never knew who she could be

as my father lay drunk on the floor.”

And she spoke of the cart that she wheeled,

had keys with no locks and guitars with no strings,

and the puzzle that could never be finished.

“This is my home and these broken things.”


Ah, but the boy went on to be taught in the schools

to not talk to strangers

and don't feed the fools.

Grew older and further,

and never forgot that she was forced to move

from lot to lot to lot.


She said “I guess it was much in his nature

to become an enforcer of law.

My old friend's got a gun to protect me

from the rock tossing drunks from the bars.

Oh, he seemed like the sort to help others,

so I'll find him while he's on the beat and say,

“Remember me I'm the old lady you'd give me pennies you'd find on the street.”


When she found him she saw not the young boy,

who'd dug for the roots of her junk.

She came face to face with a stern vacant soldier,

grinning and spinning a club.

He said: “dontcha know that you can't be here?

You'll hurt business and scare away the kids.

Go wander around in some other town,

get out or i'm takin' you in.”


“But officer I finally remember you,

young boy who would give me the leftover stew.

Would take me inside to the warm fire coals

and those hundreds of pennies bought me all these clothes.”


“It's against the law to peddle.

It's agains the law to eat.

It's against the law to have nothing more than the shoes for the holes on your feet.

And now they put bars across the park benches,

so I guess it's illegal to sleep.

They buried something inside of you officer,

into your cold heart dig deep and you'll see that it's me.

And here I'll be,

nothing new to me.

I'll be heart broken and cold, frozen and alone,

my coffin was a dumpster and they didn't even know.”


But while out on the beat

he looked down to his feet

and he saw a dirty penny heads up at his feet

and he made up a big old tall tale,

of a woman who pushed 'round a cart.

And the boy who fed her and helped her knew he should have deep in his heart.

Oh where did he hear that old tall tale?

But hey, what a story to spread?

So he told it to his own growing boy,

once in awhile before bed.


Well.  It's finally happened. I've been converted.


No longer will I be typing from a Mac. I traded in my laptop for a new PC desktop.
Now all i have to do is figure out how to use it.




Tuesday, January 25, 2005

So...I'm at work and really bored. Working on campus has its perks, but excitement is not one of them. I've realized that I haven't posted anything other than song lyrics in a LONG time so I've decided to jump on the bandwagon and do a "year in review"...taking the idea from Tassle7 who took it from Komodosnow, who took it from...someone I can't remember.

January:

This month pretty much ran together. During the month I studied (A LOT) and spent time with Tony on the weekends. I registered at WKU for the Fall semester, convinced that I knew what I was going to major in.

February:

Again, Vanderbilt just leaves me with a blur of studying and trying to figure out why I decided to take Calc 2.

March:

Nothing life changing going on...more studying (blah) and a lot sitting around watching my friends act stupid while drunk or stoned or both and wondering what the hell I was doing there. Literally, I did not meet anyone there that did not smoke or drink. Needless to say, when Tony couldn't come down, I spent a lot of time alone watching movies in the dorm.

April:

Still more studying (Vanderbilt's great, you guys should try it sometime. Fantastic life.)

May:

I had finals (terrifying experience), but then I got to come home. I started working at the state park.

June:

I began realizing the many perks of working in Recreation. Coming into work and looking at an eight hour schedule that consisted of: ice cream making, water balloon bombs, cookies and koolaid, and bingo is a truly wonderful experience.

July:

Busy recreating. Working weekends sucked, but the job was worth it.

August:

Schools starts and I move into a truly crappy house.

September:

I realized that I should have taken way more than 16 hours. I liked all of my professors, but the classes were cake (it was mostly general ed. stuff, so that explains it.)

October:

We had a stalker...and caught them twice. Well, I guess seeing them isn't technically the same as catching them. Fortunately, the concrete block hadn't been moved under my window...  Towards the end of the month we moved (wonderful house, great neighborhood...the sheriff used to own the house so I'm hoping people think he still lives there.) Had a fun Halloween party. I was hugely disappointed when my idea for a Margot Tenenbaum costume fell through. Who knew girls with huge, curly, dark hair couldn't play the same character as Gwenyth Paltrow?

November:

More school stuff. Everything is basically going pretty well. Easy classes = more time with Tony and friends. It also means that I have way too much time to spend money and no self control and end up broke. I found a job on campus (where I'm working now - the home ec. - or Consumer and Family Sciences to be politically correct - department at wku)

December:

Finals, then Christmas Break. I celebrated here with my family then went to Tulsa to meet all of Tony's family and celebrate Christmas with them.

January (I decided to include this because I waited so long and the month is already over now anyway):

School starts again. I'm taking 18 hours and working so I have less free time (a good and bad thing.) My classes are more challenging and interesting, which I like. I decided to change my major. No longer am I double majoring in Communication Disorders and Spanish. No, I've made the huge leap to Spanish, with a Psych. minor + teaching certification for Spanish. Not a thrilling change, but now I don't have to go through and explain what majoring in Communication Disorders is.

Well, that pretty much sums everything up. I hope someone enjoyed (or at least read) this...at least it's a change from lyrics.



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